the greatest heartbreak may come from obedience

The time is 11:40 pm. I am laying in bed next to my husband who is fast asleep. I myself am in and out of sleep when I feel this pain hit my heart like a semi going at full speed. The tears fall and the fears rise. I can’t sleep. So I go downstairsContinue reading “the greatest heartbreak may come from obedience”

Stop and smell the roses – no seriously.

I was talking to a friend at work the other day about what life looks like right now. About how life just feels so “bleh” and still. I mentioned that sometimes I forget I have free will. Which “free will” in and of itself is a topic I could have a deep theological discussion aboutContinue reading “Stop and smell the roses – no seriously.”

“There you are” not “Here I am”

If you know anything about me, it’s that in 2020 I started reading “Live Fearless” by Sadie Robertson. I took months to read, highlight and underline every single thing that I felt like God was using to speak to me. It is honestly what really pushed me to grow in my personal relationship with theContinue reading ““There you are” not “Here I am””

The lonely road to healing

Hi friends, its been a long time since I’ve shared my heart on here. If you are reading this, thank you for taking the time to do so. Since I last shared, I have endured 9 months of pregnancy, an unrelenting C-section labor (which I can share more on if you truly want to know)Continue reading “The lonely road to healing”

Questioning connection- relational trauma

Do you ever find yourself walking away from a conversation questioning everything you said and did, wondering if you offended someone or said the wrong thing? If so, SAME GIRL (or dude) SAME. A few years ago (2017-2020) I had gone through a rough few years of hurt. I was at a breaking point ofContinue reading “Questioning connection- relational trauma”